I.
    hydrant
    not hydrant
    not hydrant
    hydrant
    not hydrant
    hydrant
    
    decisions
    recirculate
    downstream
    the firehose
    sprays confidence
    mechanisms
    as tiny sparkling 
    drops
    
    signal
    encoded
    in pseudostochastic
    spores
    ovis android
    dreams as categorical 
    determinations
    intervallic
    lattices
    machinic
    mirrors
    see what they're
    shown and
    grow on their
    own
    
    i can't leave 
    yet
    i have to see
    what i get
    what it will be
    next
    something 
    next
    something 
    next
    something 
    next
    something 
    settling in beside
    something else
    like
    
    cherry blossoms
    
    an iconic pair
    of cherries
    
    falling in like
    but always not
    quite
    two of a 
    kind a
    banana an
    eggplant a
    peach a
    patch of "personal
    difficulties"
    
    strawberries
    
    staring
    at a
    symbol unable
    to decide
    
    as the
    ghost fish slips
    the net
    playing hard to 
    quit
    a silhouette
    of
    redemption 
    one
    coin
    for one
    play
    promises
    the machine
    all-
    knowingly as though
    dopamine is all
    you need 
    to eat
    just
    
    one more hand just one
    more than
    blank
    
    screen
    of glancing
    blows cold at
    the rim
    saltless k.o.
    glassy
    in ozone
    dawn at crater 
    lake
    mazama still
    bubbling
    the sight catching
    my breath 
    ragged
    then
    later a gram
    of feeling 
    flushed
    on grindr
    better
    
    latency
    very reasonable
    risk
    how does
    a flash crash
    tremor
    manifest
    
    an inexplicable
    rippling
    wrongness
    
II.
    not crosswalk
    not crosswalk
    not crosswalk
    not crosswalk
    not crosswalk
    not crosswalk
    not crosswalk
    crosswalk
    
    "lines 
    don't define 
    you" 
    if you pay to 
    erase them
    suggests
    the vampire
    pamphlet at
    the dermatology
    clinic
    
    silently passing
    convex
    judgment in
    a circular
    trial of reflexive
    rage
    burning
    interminably with
    traces of autoimmune
    magma
    rumbling deep
    within
    the earth
    the skin
    the ice
    forget it
    a ziploc zips
      
    the tree existed
    before 
    the bacteria
    to
    decompose it
    did
    what
    do you think
    will have happened
    next
    will you have
    escaped this
    trap
    into the parallel
    trap
    beside it
    which alternative
    universe
    might offer
    a better
    chance a more
    favorable structural
    configuration
    rerouting
    
    the user has
    left the
    conversation
    
    infinitely
    scrolling
    stories
    concerning
    remaining
    unflinching
    in the face of
    exhausting
    odds even
    while heavy
    rain
    pounds
    like a
    headache
    or is it the other
    way round
    
    you look . . . good 
    for your . . .
    age . . .
    . . . thanks
    for being so
    blank
    a screen for 
    spiraling
    projections
    weathering
    one
    was it your
    hand or mine
    two
    was it
    fun or good
    to fuck
    off for so long
    playing
    
    spin 
    the bauble
    in balmy tropical
    music
    jangling
    locking into flow
    state loops
    of
    anesthetic
    simplicity
    a world where
    everything is
    just
    
    one more winning
    hand just one
    more then
    maybe
    
    i will assert
    agency 
    by deciding
    when and how
    to press 
    the 
    single
    available
    button
    
    
    
    a good look 
    back
    at hands
    past
    where i been
    
    would i been
    with you
    friend
    and not 
    alone in this
    machine 
    
    deliriously
    swimming live
    streams
    of seams
    burst
    burning
    for a
    hundred
    years